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(Journal 141)
Ladies and gentlemen...
I'm back home from yesterday out of the dentist...
My surgery... It went somewhat good. I didn't feel pain, only the needles from the beginning which it stings. During the surgery I didn't feel pain at all, just feeling numb and small bumps that didn't hurt and my eyes were close as I'm trying to sleep. Maybe its because the needles made me numb which the doctors were doing that. It took like 2 hours, ughh I don't remember I felt like I lost my memories after the surgery. After I woke up, I felt so much numb around my cheeks and gums, they place 2 paper towels in my mouth to stop the bleeding.
From the beginning I was nervous on 2 things.
1. Going to the dentist to get the 4 wisdom teeth removal surgery. I'm afraid of surgery.
2. Off-topic but... My computer, the stupid computer updates and computer viruses. Funk! It's scaring me too much that I couldn't even eat lunch which I skipped on Thursday. I fainted, sleep, felt very nervous and scared. I just wish we never had these kinds of problems that is keeping me distracted and to everyone around the world the innocent ones, $h!t!!!! I have a fear of computer errors, updates, viruses etc... JUST LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID COMPUTER PROBLEMS FUNK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Right now I'm doing is:
-Doing hobbies without moving a lot of my head and face to not feel pain in my cheeks and gums. Let's say going on the computer, playing videogames, reading, drawing, watching TV, shows and movies etc...
-Resting and sleeping in bed.
-The only thing I have to eat is soft food that doesn't hurt my gums and the back of it, like ice cream, Jell-O, scrambled eggs, etc... And drinking water.
-Put and spit salt water out of my mouth to get rid of the bleeding.
-Put 2 paper towels in my mouth to stop the bleeding.
-Etc..
(Oh yeah I remember, I did had surgery a long time ago maybe 1 or 2 times I don't remember! And I don't want to talk about it, one of them was very painfully which I hated feeling a lot of the pain. I just want to let go of this dark past...)
Wait!? This isn't right! I got my 4 wisdom teeth removed during Friday the 13th! Woooh! 0_0
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Must not be nice to only eat those things. I never had surgery but I remember when my sister had one, we were young and the doctors had to remove something in her mouth, I don't know the name in english. She had a lot of gifts and I was so jaleous! ow when I think again, I'm happy I wasn't the one who needed surgery, I'm kinda scared of pain too 
And I hate needles in my mouth. I don't know why, I feel like it's worse in my mouth. xD Btw, I think it was also full moon Friday the 13th. Spooky! Ahahah! ^^